Mentally party to push on
In my dreams i hear my screams and wake up as the sun starts to beam In reality i’m going through the swings as if im scrolling through memes But in my head i’m back in bed exploring the stories i’ve made in my mind Loosing bits of time as i play along with the seams of the fable of the dream In reality i’m going through the motions and surviving while in my head i’m making potions As Reality is a notion i’m swimming in a mental ocean Trying to bury my emotion cause i cant understand feels like a implosion Rocking out to the music even if i feel like i’m broken Still upset if stuff gets stolen kinda sad i cant keep my heart open Can’t be frozen but refuse to be a chosen Keep forgetting to be spoken even if i like collecting tokens Of places i’ve been and people i’ve met even if my memories are facing erosion Wish my mental health was unbroken even if i’ve awoken Scared of being hurt through devotions as if they are a omen Even tho my tears cause corrosion Into t...