Mentally party to push on

 In my dreams i hear my screams and wake up as the sun starts to beam

In reality i’m going through the swings as if im scrolling through memes

But in my head i’m back in bed exploring the stories i’ve made in my mind

Loosing bits of time as i play along with the seams of the fable of the dream

In reality i’m going through the motions and surviving while in my head i’m making potions 

As Reality is a notion i’m swimming in a mental ocean 

Trying to bury my emotion cause i cant understand feels like a implosion 

Rocking out to the music even if i feel like i’m broken

Still upset if stuff gets stolen kinda sad i cant keep my heart open

Can’t be frozen but refuse to be a chosen

Keep forgetting to be spoken even if i like collecting tokens

Of places i’ve been and people i’ve met even if my memories are facing erosion

Wish my mental health was unbroken even if i’ve awoken

Scared of being hurt through devotions as if they are a omen

Even tho my tears cause corrosion

Into the sky with explosion as my thoughts cause a commotion

Some things remain unspoken guess fate is interwoven


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