Mentally party to push on
In my dreams i hear my screams and wake up as the sun starts to beam
In reality i’m going through the swings as if im scrolling through memes
But in my head i’m back in bed exploring the stories i’ve made in my mind
Loosing bits of time as i play along with the seams of the fable of the dream
In reality i’m going through the motions and surviving while in my head i’m making potions
As Reality is a notion i’m swimming in a mental ocean
Trying to bury my emotion cause i cant understand feels like a implosion
Rocking out to the music even if i feel like i’m broken
Still upset if stuff gets stolen kinda sad i cant keep my heart open
Can’t be frozen but refuse to be a chosen
Keep forgetting to be spoken even if i like collecting tokens
Of places i’ve been and people i’ve met even if my memories are facing erosion
Wish my mental health was unbroken even if i’ve awoken
Scared of being hurt through devotions as if they are a omen
Even tho my tears cause corrosion
Into the sky with explosion as my thoughts cause a commotion
Some things remain unspoken guess fate is interwoven
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