Mirror Mind

 Mirror Mirror in my mind, 

What truth shall i find

Within this place frozen in time 

what “me” shall i find?

In the Mirror that i gaze withint this mental maze

Is a mask on a glob as black as the night

It moves and giggles as if it was jello dancing to music all night

The mask that shows a wolfish smile 

With eyes like a deer caught in head lights and pig ears to hear the sighs

But this is not what i seem for something hides beneath

Through all the layers if it should fade away what “me” would you face that day

The true me lost to lies and words as harmful as a knife

These words that echo in my head that made my mask that changes the skin

Lies and words for within this facade i truely hide

From the hatred and the heartbreak through the tears my sadness takes

Forced to see the world so bleak but i wonder what others see in me

Is it the facade where im forced to hide or is it the real me inside?

The one who loves to play her songs, the one who could dance all night long

The one who draws to her heart’s content, the one who i wish the fake could be

Ive lost my mind and lost my soul through the lies they’ve told, through the heartbreak, pain and tears i realized what i truely feared

Twas not things that go bump in the night nor is it the gleaming of a knife. Im scared of myself that much is true

I’ve truely lost myself, so this fake is what made due.

The fake is breaking and im scared inside, for what if the fake is all there is left.

Truth be told i fear myself because im scared im going to loose what i have left

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