Princessprt's Poems

  Hey i wanna talk and walk But life’s a ticking tock Kinda feel like im in a writer’s block But instead i kinda feel like my memory’s been locked away As this ship tries to rock away from the dock  I wish i could- STOP. Alright cool down stop the freak out. Even if i wanna scream and shout With out a doubt shits getting real right now Kinda feeling like getting called out but somehow gotta keep moving Gotta keepa grooving even if the looks i get are disapproving Ignoring the whispers and keep improving refuse to keep losing No matter how harsh the words sting gotta keep up my swing No i aint no king with a diamond ring but theres more i can bring Cause life’s held together with string so makes some wings  During which i gotta think. I cant keep drinking my life away Cant keep eating cake when im teetering on the brink cant let it sink Gotta rethink this approach gotta get back control before im alone Get in the zone, work down to the bone, Nothing set in stone Cant moan ...

  Why do i care what everyone thinks? Why are all my thoughts just linked with the fact that im liked or im hated Why cant i decide whether im doing ok Why cant i decide for a change Why my heart continues to bleed On the words of others who are not what they seem Why cant i say what i mean Why am i basing my value off others as if we’re a team Even if i go solo you know its not what i mean I often forget there’s a shoulder i can lean But when i remember often i find that shoulder to lean has all been a lie So when i feel myself start to tilt i fall where i leaned cause  All they thought about was their self and just ignoring that i asked them for help Welp here i go all over again thinking this cycle was going to end Thinking my soul was starting to mend as if this was a bend My bodys a garden that i need to tend, to water and feed as if it was a friend That i had all intentions to help grow and survive but i cant attend Cause it is my body and i hate it so and i know why i h...

  When your stuck in lag and nothing loads Ya tried rebooting and then it froze Think its time to go Cook some food and see its not even done Maybe do some chores cause that’s real fun Still loading and not yet done What else can i do? I’d do duolingo but that wont do cause now thats stuck loading to What fun? Updates causing lag makes me come undone Played some games maybe two or three  Its been almost 6 hours is it even done Maybe try turning it off and on And all my online work was just undone. Coulda swore i saved that file under this but its pretending i didnt andi ts making me pissed Spent some hours working on this what fun gotta redo the work that needs to be done Oh joy its lagging again maybe this program is just broken Or perhaps the computers updating once again Im close to being done.

  Lets be honest and truthful my dear Im better off leaving cause im just dreadful here Everything’s brighter and much happier without me around So maybe i should pack up and leave out of town Without the days tick on by while questioning “why” Why am i stupid so borederline insane. Why cant i understand or answer the same.  Why does my heart not want to beat  Why is everyone better off without me Why am i crying and why does it hurt. Why is it better if i leave them first Why does it hurt me in the end even though we drifted apart my friends Why do i choke on what i could say. Why does my heart refuse to beat in a way. Why does my hear continue to creak. Oh wait Cause its rotting on the underneath. Why am i stupid and cant understand? Maybe its cause im to stubborn to listen in the end. Why cant i answer the same? Cause my mask is broken and crumbling away. Why does my heart refuse to beat? Cause everythings rotten even the key Why is everyone better off without me? Caus...

  When you wanna commit some arson but your brain just tells you no. Its not worth the jail time so let all that anger go. Let all that frustration and rage burn away. Thoose people are just not worth your time of day. Just keep on walking past and ignore what they say. While the old saying is not very true. Its easier to break some bones with a handy tool or to. However no matter how violent or murderous i might feel. Being Stabby is not a way to deal. Find some good outlets and keep on walking by. Some if not alot people are just not worth your time. Every word they whisper and every word they speak is just another round of ammunition lying at your feet. The more there are to witness and the more that are to watch can see how toxic they are but i wonder why they stop. Just keep on your walk as you pass them by. If you wanna commit make sure to have a alibi. If they begin to follow technically thats a stalk. Self defense is in your claim if you make sure they cant talk. If you wan...

  Hush little one dont say a word The walls have ears and they love to sing like birds Every single phrase and its meaning analysised To use against you, no matter how much it hurts So hush little one lock your feelings away Not another word of yours should you say No matter how much your heart cracks and nears to break Keep silent and steady, dont let the mask break Keep the tears out of your eyes or they’ll give you a reason to cry Keep your mouth shut and stay silent as they scream their lies. Their claims of love arent real. Its just poison so sip it at your own will Take the pills and keep in line, just keep pretending that its fine Act and dance to their beat as you steadily plan your own retreat. No place is safe as everything hears, not a word to those dear. Everything said is used against and every action has consequence. Karma’s real and its coming but it could be when your dead. Maybe its time to start running and dont start succumbing to the end. So hush little one not ...