Key in a jar

 Lets be honest and truthful my dear

Im better off leaving cause im just dreadful here

Everything’s brighter and much happier without me around

So maybe i should pack up and leave out of town

Without the days tick on by while questioning “why”

Why am i stupid so borederline insane.

Why cant i understand or answer the same. 

Why does my heart not want to beat 

Why is everyone better off without me

Why am i crying and why does it hurt.

Why is it better if i leave them first

Why does it hurt me in the end even though we drifted apart my friends

Why do i choke on what i could say.

Why does my heart refuse to beat in a way.

Why does my hear continue to creak. Oh wait

Cause its rotting on the underneath.

Why am i stupid and cant understand?

Maybe its cause im to stubborn to listen in the end.

Why cant i answer the same?

Cause my mask is broken and crumbling away.

Why does my heart refuse to beat?

Cause everythings rotten even the key

Why is everyone better off without me?

Cause they think your a tool and a puppet on strings

Why am i crying and why does it hurt?

Cause the jar that was holding it back has now cracked and the trauma is overflowing filled with grief as a million what if’s floods in the brain. Cause honestly dear the truth is its true You dont know what has happened or what to do. So cut it all back and shatter the key. You need to start healing and standing on your own two feet.

Why is it better if i leave them first?

Cause then you cant be used and left in the dirt like a corpse or two.

Why does it hurt me in the end even though we drifted apart my friends

Cause your heart refuses to break the strings that have rotten and you need to be free cause your breaking at the seams.

Why do i choke on what i could say?

Cause you value others over yourself so it hurts all the same.

Why does my heart refuse to beat in a way?

Cause you’d begun to numb the pain, but why do you tolerate it even in the end.

…

You need to let go and cut the strings. Start anew and forge a new key. Create a new mask find a new jar. You need a redo and you need it hard. You’ve been told all your life to keep doing this for that and you’ve been taught many a things that you ought to send back. Your emotions need to be free cause you starting to cry and the strings are staring to sing cause your choking yourself and i fear you’ll shatter again only to pick up and become reforged again.

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