mind of thy body

 Its been awhile since our last chat

Life’s been tough be it always has been

You need to stop hiding in your mind

The mask is cracking and breaking apart as you scatter deeper inside

You need to stop running from all the problems you face

Your words only have power if you can act it

Cmon face the fact kid. Life’s always been rough but you need to stop hiding

Come on into the light kid. Things fall apart all the time but sometimes there’s a lime light

Gotta get this right.

Your towing the line bending people back putting them into a bind

Cause your acting blind to all that needs to get done cause your overwhelmed

Well i guess its just tough cause you dont wanna face it. 

Listen well cause if you dont fight you’ll loose all you hold dear in life.

Curling and holding yourself at bay, cause your to scared at what you’ll do some day

Get up from all your lying cause its time to fight for your right and all you want to succeed in life

Aint not light thats bright without someone’s hardwork paying for the bill and all the realiness 

Of reality might be harsh ya see but fantasy is a whole another league but dont loose your feet

Or you’ll be deeper than 6 feet deep underneath. 

The storm’s a brewing and a spewing not only in your mind cause your mask is cracking

And letting loose all the stuff you stored inside like a dam bursting to the nines

Oh no you aint going back inside. Cause you let depression rule your mind and anxiety

Tie you back and keep you from speaking your mind of whats in your head 

Trust me its better to be said but dont keep your heart open or you’ll be lead astray till your

Tripping and falling and just forestalling, but the other shoe is dropping my dear darling

Everyone’s always plotting, some good, some bad and some just stalling.

Alot of stuff seems appalling, spinning around in circles without stopping. 

Causing problems without solving or evolving. Knocking and blocking all this talking

The truth is rather shocking but dont keep nodding and mocking.

Cause these mental wounds are just throbbing and rotting. 

Gonna leave some hellish scarring, This aint very calming.

Locking them out and involving some mocking.

Conning and clocking people in the noggin.

Get loose and stop your snarling, your acting alarming.

Ducking and dodging all these Sparrings just watching and wanting all these problems to stop

I Ain’t kidding, Propping up and bottling up all these emotions while im flopping.

Recalling all the times i held back and i aint Crawling.

Back to no ass withouth brawling, first punch, 2nd punch and dont be bawling.

Life and fantasy is kinda enthralling, quit your squalling.

Just keep moving and grooving to this rocking Move.

Keep on improving, whats worth loosing. Cause it hurts to be removing all this approving

Grouping up stop assuming, dont like choosing, but cant keep excusing.

Whether or not i want to be right. I just want to survive and keep living my life.

All that i’ve setup will always on day fall, is it worth anything at all if i keep on going without a design. A Goal or a think i want to reach as if its a surprise. All i can do i realize i need to get moving. Pick up my feet and start working on what i need to survive, on what i want to do with my life. I cant be stuck in one spot forever. Yet was i fine staying in place letting time past by without trace? I gotta give chase but set my own pace. I broke down and didnt want time to tick by holding onto what once was mine. I forgot however seems, Life was a race and now im in last place causing a scene. I am not just a waste of space. I do realize i need to change. I was fine with rotting away but i’ve change my mind for i am not the same. I have made goals and setup plans. I need to begin building by hand and learn some skills along the way. Since 2017 i was never the same. I was not born the wrong time or the wrong place. I need to start carving my way. I need to realize that change is never the same. I need to move on and yet hold on so dear. So perhaps this isnt the stories end, but a new chapter waiting to unfold. Life isnt forever and that isnt a joke. My headspace is heavy with the burden of life, tilting and tipping as things werent right. I need to set up and touch base with my mind, body, emotions and heart all the same. I need to have my own work space. However just in case i never see ya’ll again;

Thank for your time well spent, Good bye my friends.


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