Princessprt's Poems

 So you took my trust  and left me out in the dust All your actions you claim are just  saying that it is a must  Nothing left to discuss  Swords to rust Sails catch a gust as sailors seem to cuss Our new lives we must adjust Or we're buried beneath the crust  Plus the truth seens to cut 

  Its been awhile since our last chat Life’s been tough be it always has been You need to stop hiding in your mind The mask is cracking and breaking apart as you scatter deeper inside You need to stop running from all the problems you face Your words only have power if you can act it Cmon face the fact kid. Life’s always been rough but you need to stop hiding Come on into the light kid. Things fall apart all the time but sometimes there’s a lime light Gotta get this right. Your towing the line bending people back putting them into a bind Cause your acting blind to all that needs to get done cause your overwhelmed Well i guess its just tough cause you dont wanna face it.  Listen well cause if you dont fight you’ll loose all you hold dear in life. Curling and holding yourself at bay, cause your to scared at what you’ll do some day Get up from all your lying cause its time to fight for your right and all you want to succeed in life Aint not light thats bright without someone’s ha...

  Hey i wanna talk and walk But life’s a ticking tock Kinda feel like im in a writer’s block But instead i kinda feel like my memory’s been locked away As this ship tries to rock away from the dock  I wish i could- STOP. Alright cool down stop the freak out. Even if i wanna scream and shout With out a doubt shits getting real right now Kinda feeling like getting called out but somehow gotta keep moving Gotta keepa grooving even if the looks i get are disapproving Ignoring the whispers and keep improving refuse to keep losing No matter how harsh the words sting gotta keep up my swing No i aint no king with a diamond ring but theres more i can bring Cause life’s held together with string so makes some wings  During which i gotta think. I cant keep drinking my life away Cant keep eating cake when im teetering on the brink cant let it sink Gotta rethink this approach gotta get back control before im alone Get in the zone, work down to the bone, Nothing set in stone Cant moan ...

  Why do i care what everyone thinks? Why are all my thoughts just linked with the fact that im liked or im hated Why cant i decide whether im doing ok Why cant i decide for a change Why my heart continues to bleed On the words of others who are not what they seem Why cant i say what i mean Why am i basing my value off others as if we’re a team Even if i go solo you know its not what i mean I often forget there’s a shoulder i can lean But when i remember often i find that shoulder to lean has all been a lie So when i feel myself start to tilt i fall where i leaned cause  All they thought about was their self and just ignoring that i asked them for help Welp here i go all over again thinking this cycle was going to end Thinking my soul was starting to mend as if this was a bend My bodys a garden that i need to tend, to water and feed as if it was a friend That i had all intentions to help grow and survive but i cant attend Cause it is my body and i hate it so and i know why i h...

  When your stuck in lag and nothing loads Ya tried rebooting and then it froze Think its time to go Cook some food and see its not even done Maybe do some chores cause that’s real fun Still loading and not yet done What else can i do? I’d do duolingo but that wont do cause now thats stuck loading to What fun? Updates causing lag makes me come undone Played some games maybe two or three  Its been almost 6 hours is it even done Maybe try turning it off and on And all my online work was just undone. Coulda swore i saved that file under this but its pretending i didnt andi ts making me pissed Spent some hours working on this what fun gotta redo the work that needs to be done Oh joy its lagging again maybe this program is just broken Or perhaps the computers updating once again Im close to being done.

  Lets be honest and truthful my dear Im better off leaving cause im just dreadful here Everything’s brighter and much happier without me around So maybe i should pack up and leave out of town Without the days tick on by while questioning “why” Why am i stupid so borederline insane. Why cant i understand or answer the same.  Why does my heart not want to beat  Why is everyone better off without me Why am i crying and why does it hurt. Why is it better if i leave them first Why does it hurt me in the end even though we drifted apart my friends Why do i choke on what i could say. Why does my heart refuse to beat in a way. Why does my hear continue to creak. Oh wait Cause its rotting on the underneath. Why am i stupid and cant understand? Maybe its cause im to stubborn to listen in the end. Why cant i answer the same? Cause my mask is broken and crumbling away. Why does my heart refuse to beat? Cause everythings rotten even the key Why is everyone better off without me? Caus...