The Fat Doll.

 The doll on the wall is fat as can be, her face is scared like she’s being fighting since she was 3. She bows under pressure and cant take the heat. She thinks that others are neat. She can boast all she wants and cheers others one. Yet she cant think of praise when she faces herself. Faced with reality and dreams are burning in hell. Everything she loves is on the line safety or dreams which will she decide. To loose thoose she loves and flush her self down the drain. To wind up in cage from wince she escaped. She hates herself and cant face the mirror of truth. She is not shy to face it but something else. Toxicity from others has coated herself. Instead of seeing the good and the bad. The words of hatred printed on her skin. Clear as a daisy and sharp as a knife. She came close to ending her life. Time and again she marches on fighting a war that doesnt seem to go on. She fights her depression and everyday to survive. She fights her anxiety so she can live her life. She fights everyday though no one knows why, she seems to be tired all the time. Her wounds dont heal as fast as they should. She can only talk others in praise while herself should just die in the flame. Everyone says she is loyal and brace. That she works hard and deserves a break. Saying that she is beautiful and loved. She looks to the mirror and asks. When was the last time that her father told her loved her without a reason or rhytmn. Why did she fight to grow her dream no matter how close to dying it seems. How come no one seems to notice how hyprocital they all seem. Why do people think she’s hard working when she’s lazy as can be. What is the reason that started it all. When did she started thinking she didnt deserve it all. Why does she think she’s ugly as can be and deserves to strave herself several days it seems. 

Life is not as clean as it's Glamour beams with hope that dyes the sky blue as the sea of tears from a crying person mourning what has occured for their despair has taken hold. Will it ever finnish? we will never know.

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