Princessprt's Poems

  Its been awhile since our last chat Life’s been tough be it always has been You need to stop hiding in your mind The mask is cracking and breaking apart as you scatter deeper inside You need to stop running from all the problems you face Your words only have power if you can act it Cmon face the fact kid. Life’s always been rough but you need to stop hiding Come on into the light kid. Things fall apart all the time but sometimes there’s a lime light Gotta get this right. Your towing the line bending people back putting them into a bind Cause your acting blind to all that needs to get done cause your overwhelmed Well i guess its just tough cause you dont wanna face it.  Listen well cause if you dont fight you’ll loose all you hold dear in life. Curling and holding yourself at bay, cause your to scared at what you’ll do some day Get up from all your lying cause its time to fight for your right and all you want to succeed in life Aint not light thats bright without someone’s ha...

  Hey i wanna talk and walk But life’s a ticking tock Kinda feel like im in a writer’s block But instead i kinda feel like my memory’s been locked away As this ship tries to rock away from the dock  I wish i could- STOP. Alright cool down stop the freak out. Even if i wanna scream and shout With out a doubt shits getting real right now Kinda feeling like getting called out but somehow gotta keep moving Gotta keepa grooving even if the looks i get are disapproving Ignoring the whispers and keep improving refuse to keep losing No matter how harsh the words sting gotta keep up my swing No i aint no king with a diamond ring but theres more i can bring Cause life’s held together with string so makes some wings  During which i gotta think. I cant keep drinking my life away Cant keep eating cake when im teetering on the brink cant let it sink Gotta rethink this approach gotta get back control before im alone Get in the zone, work down to the bone, Nothing set in stone Cant moan ...

  Why do i care what everyone thinks? Why are all my thoughts just linked with the fact that im liked or im hated Why cant i decide whether im doing ok Why cant i decide for a change Why my heart continues to bleed On the words of others who are not what they seem Why cant i say what i mean Why am i basing my value off others as if we’re a team Even if i go solo you know its not what i mean I often forget there’s a shoulder i can lean But when i remember often i find that shoulder to lean has all been a lie So when i feel myself start to tilt i fall where i leaned cause  All they thought about was their self and just ignoring that i asked them for help Welp here i go all over again thinking this cycle was going to end Thinking my soul was starting to mend as if this was a bend My bodys a garden that i need to tend, to water and feed as if it was a friend That i had all intentions to help grow and survive but i cant attend Cause it is my body and i hate it so and i know why i h...

  When your stuck in lag and nothing loads Ya tried rebooting and then it froze Think its time to go Cook some food and see its not even done Maybe do some chores cause that’s real fun Still loading and not yet done What else can i do? I’d do duolingo but that wont do cause now thats stuck loading to What fun? Updates causing lag makes me come undone Played some games maybe two or three  Its been almost 6 hours is it even done Maybe try turning it off and on And all my online work was just undone. Coulda swore i saved that file under this but its pretending i didnt andi ts making me pissed Spent some hours working on this what fun gotta redo the work that needs to be done Oh joy its lagging again maybe this program is just broken Or perhaps the computers updating once again Im close to being done.

  Lets be honest and truthful my dear Im better off leaving cause im just dreadful here Everything’s brighter and much happier without me around So maybe i should pack up and leave out of town Without the days tick on by while questioning “why” Why am i stupid so borederline insane. Why cant i understand or answer the same.  Why does my heart not want to beat  Why is everyone better off without me Why am i crying and why does it hurt. Why is it better if i leave them first Why does it hurt me in the end even though we drifted apart my friends Why do i choke on what i could say. Why does my heart refuse to beat in a way. Why does my hear continue to creak. Oh wait Cause its rotting on the underneath. Why am i stupid and cant understand? Maybe its cause im to stubborn to listen in the end. Why cant i answer the same? Cause my mask is broken and crumbling away. Why does my heart refuse to beat? Cause everythings rotten even the key Why is everyone better off without me? Caus...

  When you wanna commit some arson but your brain just tells you no. Its not worth the jail time so let all that anger go. Let all that frustration and rage burn away. Thoose people are just not worth your time of day. Just keep on walking past and ignore what they say. While the old saying is not very true. Its easier to break some bones with a handy tool or to. However no matter how violent or murderous i might feel. Being Stabby is not a way to deal. Find some good outlets and keep on walking by. Some if not alot people are just not worth your time. Every word they whisper and every word they speak is just another round of ammunition lying at your feet. The more there are to witness and the more that are to watch can see how toxic they are but i wonder why they stop. Just keep on your walk as you pass them by. If you wanna commit make sure to have a alibi. If they begin to follow technically thats a stalk. Self defense is in your claim if you make sure they cant talk. If you wan...

  Hush little one dont say a word The walls have ears and they love to sing like birds Every single phrase and its meaning analysised To use against you, no matter how much it hurts So hush little one lock your feelings away Not another word of yours should you say No matter how much your heart cracks and nears to break Keep silent and steady, dont let the mask break Keep the tears out of your eyes or they’ll give you a reason to cry Keep your mouth shut and stay silent as they scream their lies. Their claims of love arent real. Its just poison so sip it at your own will Take the pills and keep in line, just keep pretending that its fine Act and dance to their beat as you steadily plan your own retreat. No place is safe as everything hears, not a word to those dear. Everything said is used against and every action has consequence. Karma’s real and its coming but it could be when your dead. Maybe its time to start running and dont start succumbing to the end. So hush little one not ...

  In my dreams i hear my screams and wake up as the sun starts to beam In reality i’m going through the swings as if im scrolling through memes But in my head i’m back in bed exploring the stories i’ve made in my mind Loosing bits of time as i play along with the seams of the fable of the dream In reality i’m going through the motions and surviving while in my head i’m making potions  As Reality is a notion i’m swimming in a mental ocean  Trying to bury my emotion cause i cant understand feels like a implosion  Rocking out to the music even if i feel like i’m broken Still upset if stuff gets stolen kinda sad i cant keep my heart open Can’t be frozen but refuse to be a chosen Keep forgetting to be spoken even if i like collecting tokens Of places i’ve been and people i’ve met even if my memories are facing erosion Wish my mental health was unbroken even if i’ve awoken Scared of being hurt through devotions as if they are a omen Even tho my tears cause corrosion Into t...

 Spiders crawling in the wall where the rain does not fall Creepy Crawling tippy taps sound out in a room as black as shadows at night Crawl around and squirm making webs to catch others to feast upon tonight hear them crawl all around without being able to see them but hear the sound There could be spiders by the pound as they make enough to shape a mound As they leave their silk behind catching things bigger than flies Sometimes you'll find them friendly alright but once you fear them prepare to fight.

 If i can not make people smile  I'll make them cry and unleash river and streams that stem for miles and miles As much as i'd love to collect the joy and laughter by the pile I'd also like to do it in style Plus to gather the resources and skills would take awhile And i really need to improve my guile As i march onward through the trials  My content will turn up the dial While competition is really hostile I'd Rather plant the seeds in soils fertile So that it may grow not only to make them cry and smile but so that another child also may earn one's smile As they learn to navigate the files Even while the haters are in denial

Roses are red Violets are blue Purple is blue to To those who must argue With life's filled dread  That nit picking what they've read Is the most fun they'll have before, during and after bed. Cause the saying is old written by the dead  When life was different with makeup of lead We must remember purple didn't exist Instead it was blue with a darker twist So to those who argue violets aren't blue  Fuck you times change and so should you

  Dress me up Put me down Never Stand up Because of you My mind went in the dark  My mouth began stumbling for words I could think but couldnt form I lost my voice and my choice I hate you but i love you. Your toxic and its hurting  Im Scared to Visit you because Im dont wanna get hurt I know for a fact that if i come by You’ll lecture me and put me in the dirt Backhanded compliments and stabbing in the back Why are you a snake because it isnt right You broke down my walls and my cofidence You spread rumors that hurt more then others Were all the “I Loves You” JUST A LIE? Why are my dreams better than my life? Why does the truth hurt along with all the lies I know that you dont care for me Dont lie to my face because Its clear to see You don’t care and you realized to late You burned all your bridges I Love you even though you always hurt me inside I want to visit but at the same time I do not because Every single time I hear your rumors that you like to tell I hear your ...

  In the mirror what do i see? Painted by words in my memories. Insults tattooed across my skin as their meanings set in. The pain with spoken having been repressed. Why am i always filled with sadness or anger? In the darkness it sits and waits a foe i’ve always known.  Demons of my own. Strings i thought i snapped turned out to still be attached. The Mask i’ve always worn is slowly cracking as the heart is torn. I forgot long ago about the veil, Honestly i should have just bailed. Forced connection that caused more harm then what was promised. Every pain and cut, missed as it gets repressed.  Why did i just notice? It seems i need assistance but i dont know how. Am i lying to myself and others? Am i just puting on a show? Am i pretending just to be the center of attention or was i never one at all? Were my emotions and feelings valid or were they just vengeance wanting to strike? Why were my emotions attacked? My feelings denied of what they truely meant? I tried to esc...